I cant seem to tell if im depressed or if im just at a bad part in my life…
I cant seem to be happy when im alone…
Alot has been going on in my life….im 19 and left handed
*a couple weeks ago i went to the doctor for a lack of concentration headaches,tiredness eyes watering at random timesand just general blahness… Cat-scans,X-rays and Blood work being done…still waiting on the results of the blood work…Cat scan showed i was born without frontal sinues
*Im openly Gay in a Uber religious family
*My college life is takin a major down fall, for reasons of bad professors and stuff within school and school if REALLY important to me..
*All my friends are find ppl to love, when im not able to even get a date-I’ve been shot down over 15 times already this month, I have never even been on a date, my friends try to set me up but no matter what im always stood up and I’ve been told im general good looking and have a great personality..so i dont know what wrong…
*My friends come to me for help within the lives, because im a good problem solver, i just can solve my own problems…
* I just started back on my ADD meds..
* I can seem to build muscle no matter how much i work out..and that bothers me
*In general happy when im with my friends, but i cant seem to be happy without them..and that bothers me
*My half brother has recently been dianosed with Autism and that has taken a toll on my father
-my family has a history of alcoholism, depression, thyriod disorders,diabeties graves disease and mood issues ..this is all on my fathers side and my mom worries constinatly that one of these will effect me
… I just don’t want to depend on pills to make me happy in life….
So i guess what im asking is from what yall can tell am i depressed or is my life just at one of this "down points" that i heard about and things will just get better?
Oh ya, - I was tested a couple years ago for thyriod disorders,diabeties graves disease and all that junk..everything came back A’OK…